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2004-09-17T20:59:00.000+08:00

wth
g[n]

2004-09-17T20:56:00.000+08:00

bllahh
g[n]

2004-09-17T20:50:00.000+08:00

again
g[n]

2004-09-01T17:09:00.000+08:00

sad fairy pic
g[n]

2004-08-25T21:42:00.000+08:00

SPASTICALLIE SPACTIC DAY

wad did i do to deserve dis..?????? 2dae kena called up by miss lam to ans maths qn.. worse ting is tt every1 ard me dunno wads gg on..!! den chem lesson me n yiling nvaa do our hw..
i din noe i have to do it lor!! ok so we sat outside e class -picnic- do hw... more like copy hw.. we hear wad mrs lim say den we copy..
"qn3 wads e ans? C"
"oh ok quick copy copy...."
i tokin to yiling...........

ok den aft sch i went mac w yufeng yiling n voshie.. we wanted to study la..budden i realise tt my notebk was in class!! den vosh needed to get her chi tb..so we decided to go n get it... so suay.. once we stepped outta mac..it started rainin..at 1st quite ok..but it started to pour..we ran into e neighbourhood police stn shelter.. hoping to find some kind policeman to borrow umbrella frm.. budden dey were so meann.. ok n it was sooooo colddd!! :S

so we waited outside 4 e rain to stop..got shelter like no shelter liddat.. we were drenchedd..! we called see hwee budden she havin some excursion? den we called samuel..but he cun find umbrella to cum n save us..so all we cud do was to wait.. so we tok cock..nonsense nonsense.. we played w our wet wet hair..spike- lolx..

finally e rain got a little smaller..so we ran into e community centre..go to e toilet..check out our limpy hair.. den ran back to sch...so coldd.. den got big puddles everywhere.. got to e classrm.. drenched frm head to toe.. got my bk n waited 4 vosh to cum backt o my class..etc etc etc..

ok den we walked back..n we tok abt some spastic stuff.. 'spasticer. spasticest. most spastic. spastically spastic.' lame.

we spent most of our time gg to sch n back to mac..so we din realli study..we jus eat n eat n eat..lolx..

.jus another horrible day.
:'( sad`

2004-08-23T21:59:00.000+08:00

[ thinkin of y0u`]

2004-08-23T15:21:00.000+08:00

CLOSE TO YOU
Why do birds suddenly appear
Every time you are near?
Just like me,
they long to be
Close to you.

Why do stars fall down from the sky
Every time you walk by?
Just like me,
they long to be
Close to you.

On the day that you were born
The angels got together
And decided to create a dream come true
So they sprinkled moon dust in your hair of gold
And starlight in your eyes of blue.

That is why all the girls in town
Follow you all around.
Just like me,
they long to be
Close to you.

Just like me,
they long to be
Close to you.
Just like me (Just like me)
They long to be
Close to you.

justlikeme~~they~~longtobeclosetoyou

2004-08-22T22:42:00.000+08:00

terrible dae.. woke up w headache n sore throat.. i oso dunno y.. den very -faintish-.. lolx.. prepared to go church.. den late again.. haiz.. so tired + headache is not a v gd combination..i was havin a difficult time concentratin durin sunday sch 2dae..

aft tt i so tired tt i din go 4 e sermon.. instead i slpt in e library.. headachee- listen to jay chou's cd.. lolx.. crappin w my bro caleb n zeen..

got to e hawker centre 4 my lunch.. n guess wad i had..??? a bowl of beancurd n cup of iced milo.. -ok i din have much appetite- :X still feelin faintish`

i got into e car n slpt.. 4 a long long time..den go my gm hse.. n ermx..i cont slpin at her hse.. lolx.. my dad n sis tok to my gm in e kitchen.. den i lyin on e sofa in e living rm *damn cold*.. -anti social- :P slpt 4 abt 1/2h.. den gotta go 4 tuition le.. sobx :'(

my dad drove me to vincent's hse.. den yj oso reached at ard e same time.. so we go up 2gt lor.. vincent said tt he couldnt c me thru e window cuz i too short le.. -.-"

waited 4 all e ppl to cum..so i ermx.. SLEEP lor.. lolx..

finally time 4 tuition.. my head sooo pain lor..den when i got into e rm.. it was practically freezinn`.. yj n hs quarrel abt e drinks again..lolx.. hs wants yj to help pour e drink into his cup..den yj poured a cup 4 himself.. lolx.. n poured another cup spposedly 4 me.. but hs take away.. so yj say he 'chi luan fan' lolx..

tuition was hojjible.. i almost wanted to diee.. victor teach us all e amaths tings tt we nv learn b4.. so difficult.. -n my brain wasnt exactly workin- .. lolx.. *faints*

den got break.. YEAH!! hs n yj so meann.. yj ask me to on e fan.. on e tv.. den dey watched soccer.. -.-" oh man i hate dem.. :( wad a boring break.. n back to studyin chem.. haha got alot of chem bks gone..lolx.. so hs had to share w victor.. muahaha.. :P

watched e table tennis match.. li jiawei lost again.. sighs..

ok wadevaa.. i walked w yj to e bus stop.. he smsing vosh..den he kept sayin bad tings abt me.. so bad..kept sayin tt i agree tt e hu more suitable 4 e hu.. when i din even say anitin.. lolx.. i waited 4 e bloody 105.. wait until so pekchek.. den finally e bus cum.. -ok yj is jus so crappy-

oh yea.. n i cut my hair 2dae.. disgustin!! sobx.. my hairr.. haiz heck care le la.. me now tokin to rocky online~!! v long nv tok to him le.. he tellin me abt his chi marks.. -must jiayou- !!

i oso mus jiayou if i wanna go to hk.. hmm my bro oso wanna go hk leh.. haha.. but mus get top 3.. very difficult leh..

work hard
study hard

sick`

2004-08-19T22:16:00.000+08:00

I Will Carry You

Yeah I know it hurts,
Yeah I know you're scared walking down the road that leads to who knows where.
Don't you hang yourhead don't you give up yet when courage starts to disappear I will be right here.

[Chorus:]
When your world breaks down and the voices tell you turn around.
When your dreams give out I will carry you, carry you.
When the stars go blind and the darkness starts to flood your eyes.
When you're falling behind, I will carry you.

Everybody cries, Everybody bleeds, No one ever said that lifes an easy thing.
Thats the beauty of it, when you lose yourway, close your eyes and go to sleep and wake up to another day.

[Chorus]
You should know now that you're not alone.
Take my heart and we will find, you will find, your way home.

When your dreams give out I will carry you, carry you.
When the stars go blind and the darkness starts to flood your eyes.
When you're falling behind, I will carry you, carry you, I will carry you,
carry you, I will carry you, carry you, I willcarry you.

________________clay aiken`

2004-08-17T22:02:00.000+08:00

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2004-08-16T21:40:00.000+08:00

quite stress nowadays..not stress frm my parents..
but frm myself..
i try to wrk harder..
press myself..
i have to get better grades..
dunno whether i can do it anot..
but i'll try..

i luv u`

2004-08-16T21:14:00.000+08:00

cute pic eh..found it in e net..
g[n]

2004-08-14T14:53:00.000+08:00

im boredd. im boredd. im boredd. im boredd. im boredd. im boredd. im boredd. im boredd. im boredd. im boredd. im boredd. im boredd. im boredd. im boredd. im boredd. im boredd. im boredd. im boredd. im boredd. im boredd. im boredd. im boredd. im boredd. im boredd. im boredd. im boredd. im boredd. im boredd. im boredd. im boredd. im boredd. im boredd. im boredd. im boredd. im boredd. im boredd. im boredd. im boredd. im boredd. im boredd. im boredd. im boredd. im boredd. im boredd. im boredd. im boredd. im boredd. im boredd. im boreddddddddddd.

:'(

so boring..now in com lab 1..
im freezin...`
so cold`
e stoopid aircon blowin directly at me`
tryin to find in fo on aerial view n coils`
exam qns`
so lameeee`
im bored`
listenin to twista's celebrity overnite`
blogging`
when im spposed to b checkin up on art`
lolx`

stop dreamin`
face reality`
start studyin lil` ger~

2004-08-13T16:39:00.000+08:00

*ahem ahem* nice boxers..
g[n]

2004-08-13T16:35:00.000+08:00

handsome..?? cute..?? yeaa.. lolx..
g[n]

2004-08-13T16:34:00.000+08:00

^<00>^ ^<00>^ ^<00>^ three little piggies..
g[n]

2004-08-13T16:33:00.001+08:00

y e pic so blur..i bet kane took dis foto..lolx..haha..once again its 2 pigheads in e foto..pork chop`
g[n]

2004-08-13T16:33:00.000+08:00

aiyo..slpin in class..
g[n]

2004-08-13T16:31:00.000+08:00

waa..act fierce ar..haha..not workin.. :P
g[n]

2004-08-13T16:23:00.000+08:00

ikhtia n geokting~!!
g[n]

2004-08-13T16:21:00.000+08:00

c..im taller than dem.. muahahahaha.. :X ya tts bcuz dey r sittin down n im standin up.. haha~
g[n]

2004-08-13T16:20:00.000+08:00

yea!! my classs!! abit messy though..but still a great class!!
g[n]

2004-08-13T16:18:00.000+08:00

say cheeseeee.. muahahaha..!
g[n]

2004-08-13T16:17:00.000+08:00

okok..so wad if im much shorter..erm or shld i sae im much much much shorter.. lolx..
g[n]

2004-08-13T16:13:00.001+08:00

rocky`!! cute rite..? ahem.. cute=short=fat.. hahaha!
g[n]

2004-08-13T16:13:00.000+08:00

bleh :P
g[n]

2004-08-13T16:11:00.000+08:00

me n kaney` lame la
g[n]

2004-08-13T16:09:00.000+08:00

eatin at bk..hmm i wonder hu took dis foto..
g[n]

2004-08-13T16:04:00.000+08:00

meeee meeee meeeeeeeeeee
g[n]

2004-08-08T23:01:00.000+08:00

retreat camp foto finally out..
miss u`

2004-08-06T14:47:00.000+08:00

yiling n vosh now at my hse!!!! kOoL rite`? lolx..my hse very messy..so malu..yiling using com..vosh watchin lotr..bored..

miss you`

2004-08-01T20:16:00.000+08:00

2dae is a realli sad dae 4 me..i feel so empty now.. haiz..
i miss ROCKY sooooooooooooooooo much.. i wanna swim to hk to find him..he was sooo swt 2dae..!!!!

i reached changi at ard 1230 2dae..den i went t2 to look 4 kane tahyuen adeline rachel n ROCKY.. e guys were seatin somewhere outside swensen..den dey were chattin chattin..den i suddenly appear bhind dem..lolx..den i took foto 4 them..dey did e batman tingy..*hmm i wonder how dey did it* den i took foto w rocky n ty..i stand in btwn dem..den dey sit bside me..*finally im taller than dem* lolx..den we went into swensen..n we ermx..sit n talk..lolx..den we realize tt burger king less ex..so we go there eat..lolx..we jus walk out of swensen liddat..*rocky n i keep coverin our faces..so malu**

den we go upstairs walk walk awhile..saw lotsa sweets n chocolates..den we met up w yiling..n we go eat bk.. i order some mushroom burger tingy..den onli me kane ty n rocky ate..rocky very very very very very cute!!!!!!! ok..now im cryin again..i miss him alot.. he mess up my hair abit..den i oso messed his hair up..lolx..den we keep tokin abt his gf..den he sae tt his gf is pork chop.. so mean! we took lotsa fotos..den he oso show us e foto of his fren's boxers *got lotsa kisses de* lolx.. he gonna send me e fotos! n his gf's fotos! lolx.. so cute!! kane ty adeline n rachel go toilet very long..*ahem* actualli dey went to write tings on e bk tt we gonna give rocky la..den we dun wanna let rocky noe tt we were writin 4 him..so we cover up for kane ty adeline n rachel lor.."wa dey constipation ar..aiya dun care abt dem la" lolx..n he believed it..so gullible..tts wad i like abt him..lolx..*crys*

aft bk we go swensen again..kaoz damn malu..! lolx..den we sit awhile n ordered earthquake..rocky opened e present we gave him..converse shirt.. he damn paiseh..den h elike very very hapi lor..n he hug hug e shirt den keep tanking us..n keep sayin tt he is shy..-o-" lolx.. we share earthquake lor..very nice! lolx..den we played w our eyes..roll here roll there..den me n rocky keep lookin at each other den look awae den look at e ceiling den look back at each other again..lolx.. damn funni sia..den we also played w e ice cream spoon..etc..

den aft eatin we went to the toilet.. rocky sppose to change into his orange shirt de..but he dun want.. cuz he doesnt like e giordano shirt..lolx..den we went to t1..take e sky train..rocky very gentleman wor..he lemme sit..lolx..actually he ask everybody la..budden all of dem like bu hao yi si sit..den onli me *thick-skin* so i jus sit lor..quite a short ride la..budden lotsa fun nonetheless..lolx..we came out of e train n walked awhile..den we saw lotsa ppl in orange shirt..onli rocky still in his black shirt..lolx..so we reach there n he got e trolley tingy..n he went to change..i listen to e 'dad teach me to urine' cantonese song..lolx.. very funni..lolx..rocky cum back..in his orange shirt..den we took fotos..lots n lots n lots of fotos..he v swt..!!! den he go e counter to put his luggage..we waited so long out there 4 him..miss loo n mr koh oso there..den dey tok to us..

den e hk students go take foto w every1..ty took e camera..den he take foto lor..den suddenly rocky said 'come on lah' very loudly lor..!!!! den we keep luffing..he is soooo CUTE!!! den he hugged e guys..ty n kane..den he cum to me..den e both of us stretch out or arm*like wanna hug dun wanna hug liddat* lolx..den we stand there awile..hesitate..den we jus hugged la..he is so swt..den i keep tellin him to miss me n misssssssssssss me some more..

den we saw ginny..lolx..he want me to tell her tt she v cute..cuz i keep sayin tt she is cute..den rocky keep sayin tt cute=short..den he look at me..-o-" den he sae fat=cute oso..den he look at ginny..so mean sia..he keep sayin tt she fat..how can u sae tt..? aiyo smack urself! lolx..den we gave him a muji notebk..lolx..

aft takin foto den dey gotta go le..okok im cryin again..as in im cryin rite now..im reali sad..reali reali sad..b4 he left we tok awhile more den we hug again..den he went off le..he queueing to go into custom den kane tell him to call us when he go in..cuz got free telephone tingy..n once he left..i sarted cryin..cry until very jialat..cuz its like i suddenly tot of e moments we spent..although not alot..budden its enuf to make me cry..i thought of e times he made me luff.even e first time i saw him den i said hi n he said hi so swtly..made me feel even sadder now..den tears jus flow down like a neverending river..im so sad..i used a total of 6 tissues in ard 30 min..ty kane n adeline oso cry..but me most jialat..

he called us when he was in..den he tok to me..n he was like consoling me..actually i din want to tok to him de..cuz i cried like hell when he started tokin to me..he tell mi not to cry*which made me cry even more* den he say he will miss us..den i tell him tt he mus miss me alot..!! n he said he will..den he ask me to go hk visit him during e hols..he is jus so swt..!!! i miss him alot now..

den he put down e fone n came back to e custom tt place..but he was so far awae frm us..even though we cud c him..den i dun wanna c him cuz he will make me cry again..so we actualli nv c him de..except yiling *she nv cry* den she tok to rocky while we look in e other direction..den in e end i buay tahan..so i jus look over..n i reali started cryin again..i was so sad..!!! den i said hi n he said hi oso..he was sooo far awae..den we blew kisses..he is so cute.. haiz im cryin again..tears doesnt seem to stop flowin down..den he went back in again..n called again..den he REQUESTED to tok to me leh.. im so touched..den we tok very very long..tok abt lotsa tings..i walk 1 round den went back to e grp..den every1 like lookin at me..den i quickly let other ppl tok to him..while i cry again..den dey tok awhile den rocky REQUESTED to say gdbye to me..i was e last person to tok to him..i was so shocked when yiling tell mi tt he wanted to tok to me..den he said tt he realli had to go n he will miss us alot..den i was sooo sad..n i reluctantly sae bye..n we hang e fone..so sad!! i keep cryin.. :'( it was as though e last time we wud c each other..... im so sad..

4get it la..e more i write den e more i cry..now very very jialat cryin..even typing oso got prob le..im so sad..my dear dear dear dear brother is gone..might nv get to c him again..im so sad..!! oh man..take a deep breathe.. take a bigger breathe..useless..

I MISS U, ROCKY!!!
mus miss me too k..? hope to c u soon..
ok i shall stop here..im gg to continue my crying..

2004-07-21T20:16:00.000+08:00

i woke up late again..2dae v shuang lor..cuz 2dae raining!!!!!! omg i jus LUV rainy nitez!!!! so kOoL~! lolx..kk..i was quite drenched when i finally reach skol..den i quickly copy hw le..got lotsa tings 4got 2 do..

2dae's lesson v sian..esp mr how? 4get it i still dunno how to spell his sucky name..urgh..i tok tok to kaney again..hehe..nth better to do..den i tok tok to rocky oso..he v cute lor..

we keep using rocky's camera to take pics..!!!!!! so kOoL~!!!! i take pic w kaney..hehe but dunno how it looks la..den me yiling n geokting take pic 2gt..hahaha..V FUN!!!!! tml gonna play w his camera again.. yeah!!! i wanna take foto w rocky oso..!! he v cute..hehe..

she will be loved

2004-07-19T20:56:00.000+08:00

2dae some hk ppl came 2 our sch..! kOoL rte~???? yesssss.. lolx..
rocky quite frenly la..budden got abit shy..lolx..dun reali tok much..but basically quite a nice guy ba..hehez..i speak to him mostly in eng..but normally he speaks more chi den eng..

poor kaney..i miss him like hell durin lesson lor..cuz he n rocky had 2 go 4 some tingy..den when he go off..den like no1 crap w me..den soooooo sianx man..

mr how? hao? i dunno how to spell..he teach us phy..n he sux like hell..he dunno how to teach de..den i tok to kane..dream dream abit..den copy abit notes..sianx sianx..he doesnt noe how to teach!!!!!! he SUXXXXXXX!!!!

aft sch den we go 4 e ss movie tingy..nice show..but i dun reali get it..lolx..i onli like e killing killing parts..hehe..kOoL~ sadist la..i cun c much..so i had to squint my eyes to c..abit pathetic la..lolx..

den aft movie..me vosh yl go eat at opp..eat ban mian..hehex..fill up my empty stomach!! nice food..

tomorrow will b a brand new dae. a brand new life.

2004-07-13T20:51:00.000+08:00

*cries!* waaaahhhh!!! my dear dear sista vosh nv cum 2dae..sobx..so sad u noe..i was on my own aft sch..ok la budden got andrew dey all accompany me..lolx..

v borin dae as usual..went to toilet a few times..ahem i mean abt 4 times? cun remb..din go 4 recess again..lolx..hehe no appetite..den eat geokting's bread..e filling v v pathetic..so little onli..den durin recess i oso go toilet lotsa times..yiling cried coz tt stoopid zxy la..how dare she make my fren cry..she deserves a gd beating..!!

2dae got double physics..yawn..it was soooooooo boring..reallli reallllllli boring!!

aft sch nobody pei me..cuz yip n yiling dey all got time prac..so i go eat w yong jun!! lolx..i wanted to buy ba zhang..but i temporary-loss-of-memory den i dunno wad to sae..so i jus use my hands to show e triangle shape..lolx..yj keep luffin lor..so malu!!we v funni sia..wanted to bring food back to class budden got tchers on e wae to class..lolx..den we quickly go back canteen..

aft eatin i go back class do my wrk..onli adeline n rachel there..den i do wrk by myself lor..

finally my saviours came!!! jerald n andrew..wanted to go eat..den i go w dem..finally some decent company..lolx..we went down den got lotsa ppl there..kaney.. moni.. shaun.. i buy 5 wanton..budden gave shaun 1..he idiot la..always eat my lunch..lolx..

go back class tok to lj etc..den aft tt go hm le..so sian..reach hm den slp... cuz 2dae raining!!!!!!!!!!! cool..i jus lie on bed den slp..slp until 8..den i eat n bath..den use com..

2004-07-08T21:29:00.000+08:00

realli bored 2dae..cum sch den got fire alarm..so suay..i haben even finish my phy hw..wanted to copy de..budden tt stoopid fire alarm....!!!! maths lesson..*faints*.. chi lesson*tries hard to keep my eyes open*.. geog*i fell into a coma*..c how borin it is.?? 2dae i go toilet 3 times..lolx..so cham..i go fill wenhui's BIG bottle den *suay suay* shaun n andrew cums along..n i bcame wet..some more e water cooler's water__freezin! woke me up instantly..2dae aft sch den immediately chiong to do phy practical..frm 2pm do until 3.30pm..elim so damn fussy lor..i wanna COMPLAIN! lolx..den i go downstairs eat lunch..me lijian yiling xinyi n nic..dey entertain me while i eat..lolx..dey damn funni la..den all of dem left..n i gotta go trainin..sianx..i go for 15min den i nth to do..so i sms val__she did not reply..gd lor..dao me..den i v bored..slack here slack there..tok to justina..tok to nelson..tok to wx..den listen to radio..lolx..abt 6.30 den i go hm..damn tired..so i watch tv watch tv..den play piano..play until fingers abit sore..lolx..aft tt i online online all e wae..boring!!!

2004-07-05T13:29:00.000+08:00

what are u doing e rest of ur life?
north and south and east and west of ur life?
i have only one request of ur life
that u spend it all with me.
all the seasons and the times of ur daes.
all the nickels and the dimes of ur daes.
let the reasons and the rhymes of ur daes.
all begin and end with me.
i want to see ur face,
in every kind of light,
in the fields of gold and
forests of the night;

and when u stand before
the candles on a cake.
oh let me b the one to hear
the silent wish u make.
those tomorrows waiting deep in ur eyes,
i'll awaken wads asleep in ur eyes,
it may take a kiss or two..
thru all of my life..
summer, winter, sping and fall of my life,
all i ever will recall of my life
is all of my life with u...

2004-07-02T20:33:00.000+08:00

Sometimes I
Need to remember just to breathe
Sometimes I
Need you to stay away from me
Sometimes I'm
disbelief I didn't know
Somehow I
Need you to go

Chorus:
Don't stay
Forget our memories
Forget our possibilities
What you were changing me into
(Just give me myself back and)
Don't stay
Forget our memories
Forget our possibilities
Take all your faithlessness with you
(Just give me myself back and)
Don't stay

Sometimes I
Feel like I trusted you too well
Sometimes I
Just feel like screaming at myself
Sometimes I'm
In disbelief I didn't know
Somehow I
Need to be alone

Chorus

I don't need you anymore
I don't want to be ignored
I don't need one more day
Of you wasting me away
I don't need you anymore
I don't want to be ignored
I don't need one more day
Of you wasting me away

Chorus

With no apologies

2004-07-02T20:30:00.000+08:00

v long nv update le..com crash..lolx..den i too lazy to update oso..hehe..i feel stoopid tokin to myself liddat..so frm 2dae onwards..im jus gonna add songs tt i like n stuff liddat..coz i tink dey r more practical..lolx..

2004-05-30T17:36:00.000+08:00

went to camp 4 e past few daez..so fun lor..my group hathi is e BEST !!!!!! luv my class even more now...played lotsa games..displayed teamwork n stuff..cooperation..luv my class cheer oso..

stand back
check us out
e hathi team will win no doubt
we will rock dis place tonite
dis is e yr e time is rite
our hotty spirit will never die
HATHI !!!!

i go write draft abt e camp 1st..den ltr transfer over to my blog k..so wait 4 my description n feelings abt e camp..my reflections n tings t learnt..i will nv 4get SALLY oso..a realli gd instructor..she trusts our class n gave her best to our class..put in lotsa energy..although we din win in e end..but in her heart we were e best n 4ever e best.tank u sally..she even cried when we left..very emotional..i feel veh sad to leave e camp where my class n i spent 3daez n 2nitez..bonded together..
IIII LURVEEEEEEEEEEEEE MYYYYYY CLASSSSSSSSS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2004-05-25T20:44:00.000+08:00

ahhhhhh....no nametag !!!! lost it..so malu lor..morning kena caught by yeeyan..so malu so malu..den i go class slp..lolx..1st lesson no tcher cum in so i continue slpin..until abt 830 den wake up..sianz..i keep gg toilet so as to keep awake..lolx..durin maths lesson my class went com lab 3 watch ju-on..sian la..watch b4 le..so i sit 1 corner tok to kane..aft tt go back class den start filing geog file..cham i got lotsa ws missing..dieeee..heng heng no need to hand in..durin recess i go buy nametag..den gotta show elim..i barely had time to eat..aft tt i go take photo..cca gymnastics..skipped more than 1/2 of zxy's lesson..yeahhhh!!!! so shiok..got elim's lesson again..sian sian..i totally dun understand chem..desperately need some1 to teach me..help help helppppp..! :'( den tobias lesson..sian again..lolx..so i keep gg toilet..go toilet n go toilet..my eng file cannot make it 1..luan qi ba zao..my table like pig sty liddat..ws everywhere..my classroom like ultimate rubbish dump..ws on the floor..books everywhere..rubbish..aft tobias lesson i went toilet again..all e np and nc ppl go take pic..so my class bcame half empty..or shld i sae more than half empty..elim oso no mood to teach le..so she left e class..n left us on our own..so i went toilet AGAIN..i tink i went toilet abt 7 times 2dae..den i go refill my bottle..so i help yongjun refill oso..budden our bottle same same de..in e end cannot differentiate..lolx..den i borrow lijian's hp..call my mum..she sae she will b late..ok wadever..i waited frm 150 to 230..n yet she still haben arrive..so i waited until 245..den she finally came..she tok to elim abt my results..den dey keep sayin my results very poor..i already noe tt..dun rub it in..damn pissed..urgh..somemore my mum wanna c elaine lam..heng she not in staff rm..i slowly walk back e7 classrm..coz debate start le..i wanna go e3 watch lor..i oso wanna go e5 watch lor..at least it is better than watchin my class ppl debate w my class ppl..lame..i keep tokin to des n jiayan n samuel n weikang n choonwei n alot la..den mr koh keep comin den scold mi..sobx..* din mean to tok..y dun u try standin there for 5 min..i bet u will feel sian* i keep gettin scolded by koh..wad a bad dae 4 me..aft debate i go canteen w shaun hhk andrew..den we go opp eat..dey da bao back..dey sppose to do np tings but in e end we sit there n chat..nth better to do..we go student rm den shaun andrew do handstand..den dey take a big big toy dog den squash me w tt..lame..at least hhk not tt immature..lolx..den dey clean up *i had to go gals toilet get toilet paper 4 dem* den shaun pull mi into guy toilet..malu..den dey walk me hm..in fact dey wanted to go my hse..but i dun allow dem to..so i walk dem down..WALK..in e end i finally chase dem awae..ok peace at last...

2004-05-18T21:39:00.000+08:00

very long nv blog le...sian to blog..nth special nowadaez..juz tt he finally finish exams n finally can go out..lolx..den got netball n bball tournament..n tt jason dey all play w my watch..den dun gib back to me..den got lotsa piano lessons..sianz..i oso dunno wad to write..anywae THE REASON is the best !!!!!

2004-05-12T21:31:00.000+08:00

YEAH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!......examssss aree overrrrr.....lolx..2dae onli got cme n chi listenin compre...hehezz..cme i finish in like 10 mins..lolx..den elim tok to us abt parents day tingy den hand in paper le..lolx..veh fast la..den aft tt i eat e cookies tt aikhong bake..lolx..den i go canteen eat eat w geoktin n yiling..den i find val tok to her abt where to go aft sch..den we go sit w yiling n geok ting..tok tok tok...very fun..den tok until ard 10..go back to class..e guyz take up my place..so i go sit w yiling den we tok tok..lolx..aft tt i go toilet *once again i have to fill wenhui's bottle* den tok to regina until abt 10.10 den quickly rush back coz listenin startin soon..i 4got to bring back wenhui's bottle *left it in e gal's toilet*..den i lazy go back take..so i tell him go get by himself..lolx..elim came into class..den all e guyz scrambling to go back to their seats..listenin so damn difficult..cham..i everytin like tikam tikam..lolx..aft test den me n yiling go look 4 val..we discuss veh long w lotsa ppl b4 deciding to go ice skating!!!! woohoooooo...long time nv go le..so shuang..me yiling valerie regina andrew hongkit edward shaun hanshen delin timothy gg..den we go opp eat..except for shaun n andrew..dey go mac *xtra*..since me n val not eatin..we go over to e other table to join hanshen n hongkit..den we keep suaning hongkit..lolx..damn funni..aft eatin we go meet andrew shaun..den go reg hse..walk walk damn far..lolx..ard serangoon central tt side..her hse veh nice..got nice study room..air-con nice chair piano computer music..so damn shuang..i sit there den dun feel like gg ice skate..budden gotta meet up w tim dey all..haiz..so finally we changed n go jurong..long long trip lor..me reg yiling val n edward sit on floor tok tok..lolx..fun..finally reach jurong le !!! i juz wanna jump into e skating ring..geokting n tak there le..lolx..den we quickly pay le den go in change into our skates..n off we went..at 1st veh wobbly but aft tt ok le..tak skate damn well..so unfair..he onli go 1st time den skate so well..i jealous..den hongkit keep on whoosh here whoosh there..show off la..idiot..lolx..i keep suaning andrew..den he dunno wad he do wrong coz i keep sayin him *actualli he din do anitin wrong la..i juz c him not shuang..jkjk* keep sayin tt he damn lan..in e end i fall down oso..den kena suan until like siao..every1 luff n luff..idiotsssssss....i so cham den dey juz luff..retribution..lolx..yiling n val went hm veh early..onli e rest stayed..aft skatin we go play arcade..so sian..juz wanna go hm..so aft abt 1/2h den go hm le..take mrt w reg hk hs shaun andrew go home..den in e mrt hk n reg sit 2gether..den e xtra ppl go sit on floor..lolx..den we use reg hp send mushy sms to hk..damn funni..den i tok to hs abt some stuff..he tried to remb my hp no..but he kept gettin it wrong..lolx..take mrt back to serangoon..den i take same bus as andrew..den we tok tok lor..*nth to do den muz tok 1*..lolx..he walk w me to my hse *coz he muz pass by my hse* lolx..den go hm eat dinner eat ice cream..chat online , blog. the end

2004-05-10T22:34:00.000+08:00

here to blog again...2dae quite fun but quite boring oso..lolx..morning got amths exam..damn difficult lor..i finished it 1/2h b4 e exam ended coz i leave lotsa blanks..haiz..prepare to fail lor..so cham..aft tt my class guyz go play soccer *as usual* den i go find val *as usual* den we go out..at 1st is go bowling..budden me reg val n yiling dun wanna go..so we went ps..i realise tt my ez link card is w lidan..!! den i wasted abt 1.40 bucks on e stoopid mrt fare..reach there den go eat long john..lolx..reg veh funni..she spurt her whole drink out coz she keep laughing..damn funni sia..aft tt we go action city n stuff..budden soon we were bored of tt place..so we WALKED to heeren..long wae..den we go hmv listen music awhile..den go 37 degrees awhile..den realise tt annex is under construction -.-"... so we WALKED to far east..long wae..we walk veh fast..den soon..we had nth to do.. so we wanted to take foto.. budden cannot find..too late le..yiling gotta go home..so she went off..den syl came..den reg wanted to play hide n seek w her..budden syl saw us le..lolx..den so sian tt we nth to do..go pei syl drink water..*she drink water we sit n watch* i msg msg lotsa ppl to cum n pei mi..in e end onli edward got heart..he came n look 4 us *or more like we look 4 him* lolx..syl saw pengkhoon while we were waitin 4 edward den she was like pointin pointin..lolx..yup i was msgin him coz he oso at orchard..den we keep gg to e same places..lolx..so in e end..we ask edward go ps meet us..*we took a cab back* i cun believe tt we walked 2 mrt stops 2dae.. legs wobbly le..go ps awhile den reg n syl pang seh us..go home :'( den i so kelian..walk awhile w val den we pei her meet e guyz.. i go home alone leh..ALONE..!! i msg msg yipsy lor..she sooo gd..at least she pei me tok tok until i reach home..den i slept..n slp somemore..lolx..

2004-05-07T18:41:00.000+08:00

Look at me
You may think you see
Who I really am
But you'll never know me
Every day
It's as if I play a part
Now I see
If I wear a mask
I can fool the world
But I cannot fool my heart

Who is that girl I see
Staring straight back at me?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?

I am now
In a world where I
Have to hide my heart
And what I believe in
But somehow
I will show the world
What's inside my heart
And be loved for who I am

Who is that girl I see
Staring straight back at me?
Why is my reflection
Someone I don't know?
Must I pretend that I'm
Someone else for all time?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?

There's a heart that must be
Free to fly
That burns with a need to know
The reason why

Why must we all conceal
What we think, how we feel?
Must there be a secret me
I'm forced to hide?
I won't pretend that I'm
Someone else for all time
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?

2004-05-06T17:13:00.000+08:00

damn long nv blog le..haiz exams exams n more exams..cannot stand it animore..stress.lolxx..2dae ish chem test..so difficult lor..frm monday is phy..wah die..tues maths n geog..wed rest..for goodness sake..tmr got chi n ART !!!!!! i onli did ONEEEE prep work..spposed to have 5 paper..budden i noe onli got 1..so damn pathetic...URGH..shit man..how m i gg to live thru tmr..i hate art....*y did i take it in e 1st place..?????* nvm..i keep tryin..budden now feel like slpin le..lolxxx..i owaez wanna slp..like pig liddat..haiz.. everynite cannot call..cannot msg..cannot go online..haiz..wanna tok to some ppl oso cannot..
I cant breathe easy
cant dream yet another dream
without u lying next to me
there's no air

2004-05-01T22:19:00.000+08:00

pretty lame dae..early in e morn wanted to study..callyiling go..aft tt cannot find her at all..call cannot get thru..msg nv reply..aiyo.. sian sian msg shaun go studie w me..den we met at 2 sometin..go serangoon mac..damn noisy coz got some stoopid kid havin some stoopid party n creatin alot of noise...shaun is practically hopeless..i dunno y i ask him 4 help.. im helpin him instead of him helpin me..lolx..he damn noisy oso..crap n crap..*as if e party noise wasnt loud enuf*..den aft tt go church lor..sian..omost slept..lolx..damn hungry.. aft tt den rush to eat..eat until choke..full full den go practice dance..almost vomit.. stomach damn pain.. funni sia..e rehearsal..lolxxxxxx..caleb dance like robot..liangwen dance like ballerina..den all of them so KUKU.like some wu gui wang ba dan..e gals..me n may..r not any better actualli..keep on makin mistake.den start all over again..lolxx..sian like hell..
aniwae..LUCKZ 4 E EXAMS EVERY1..!!!* i tink i better wis myself luck too*
BREATHE EASYYYYYYYYYY-love it-

2004-04-29T20:02:00.000+08:00

its not that you cant cheer me up.
Perhaps you should think more of why im in need of cheering up first.
and understand that
i cry because of you.
i hurt because of you.
i smile because of you.
i wish it would stop hurting.
but i guess thats just what it takes..
im just looking for someone to show me that you can
love without showing me that i have to hurt in return.

2004-04-28T21:26:00.000+08:00

Fly me up
to where you are beyond the distant star
I wish upon tonight to see you smile
if only for awhile to know you're there
a breath away's not far to where you are...

2004-04-28T21:23:00.000+08:00

im a LOVE COUNSELLOR 2dae.. tts all i can sae.. every1 askin stoopid qns..
to those ppl hu wanted advice : reflect

2004-04-26T15:25:00.000+08:00

Let's go back
Back to the beginning
Back to when the earth, the sun, the stars all aligned

'Cause perfect didn't feel so perfect
Trying to fit a square into a circle
Was no life
I defy

[CHORUS:]
Let the rain fall down
And wake my dreams
Let it wash away
My sanity
'Cause I wanna feel the thunder
I wanna scream
Let the rain fall down
I'm coming clean, I'm coming clean

I'm shedding
Shedding every color
Trying to find a pigment of truth
Beneath my skin

'Cause different
Doesn't feel so different
And going out is better
Then always staying in
Feel the wind

[CHORUS]

I'm coming clean
Let the rain fall
Let the rain fall
I'm coming clean

[CHORUS]

Let's go back
Back to the beginning

2004-04-25T20:50:00.000+08:00

time flies !!! sundae le..haiz..tmr got eng exam..not plannin to study though..damn late le..but i still habem eaten dinner..lolx..2dae damn hot n tired..whole dae like dead liddat..ytd better than 2dae la..but as dey sae..it will owaez b a better dae tmr..
i wanna live my life like ive never lived before

2004-04-22T22:22:00.000+08:00

2dae late again..like usual..den i finally get to noe hu ish pengkhoon..haha/..aniwae..2daez lesson so damn boring..double eng double humans double physics double maths..slpin durin eng lesson..sian sian lor..keep gg toilet juz to get awae frm lessons..btw..yiling nv cum 2dae..den i whole dae sian sian sit on my own la..aniwae aft sch have 2.4 run..so i go eat w yipsy 1st..den go punggol w val dey all..very fun in e bus..nth to do den we quarrel..lolx..reach dere..den run n run n run..omost faint man..damn tired when i finished..drank lotsa water..n i mean alot..juz sit down den tok tok to frenz..me yipsy n val wanna take 88 hm..budden realize tt no 88 bus there..stoopid rite..so val take cab hm..*n we go along w her*..go bishan..take bus hm..tired..so slp..n slp n slp n slp n slp..haiz..now haben finish revising my stoopid chi test..urgh..
Xbbb

2004-04-19T21:21:00.000+08:00

Life without friendship is like the sky without sun

2004-04-19T21:05:00.000+08:00

nice dae..stoopid weather..wonder how long it hasnt been rainin.. i damn tired 2dae..coz ytd cannot slp..abt 2 den slp.. juz keep slackin durin lesson..aniwae..2dae pe lesson kena pump by eswaran..den some more gotta run 6 rounds..i ran 7 though..damn tired lor.. den during lesson keep drawin "cherished" "cherished" on my personal organiser..hahaha..2dae got piano lesson..keep playin wrongly den play until my fingers like stone..aniwae..2dae is juz another HOT day..

2004-04-17T21:59:00.000+08:00

erm wanna clarify sometin i dun hate flirt as in i dun like dem but dun hate dem either maybe tt time i hate dem coz ry oso 1 of dem but now ok le sun xing n sab better stop spoutin nonsense otherwise ltr ry angry den yall die Xbbb haha
p.s sun xing sab me ry remb k

2004-04-17T18:42:00.000+08:00

now ish e beri tired..haiz..2dae got sports dae lor..wake up sooo early..den some more have to wait 4 tt chu hao coz i dunno how to go stadium..dunno y he take so long to get ready.. den i go mac eat..met eric n xg dere..den xg kept annoyin me.. aft tt i go stadium..sit under the hot sun..den me n geokting take umbrella..so sian lor..so i walk here walk there..c frenz den tok to dem lor..finally e whole ting ended..den i go 4 art lesson.. eat mac 1st *crowded* -art lesson oso damn boring lor..den 2dae weather sooooooo HOT..nowadaez alwaez liddat..last month keep on raining den dis month e sun cannot stop shining..stoopid weather..
u r cherished ++

2004-04-16T22:23:00.000+08:00

another stoopid dae 4 a stoopid person like me..last night slp veri late..so 2dae gort panda eyes..i realli need my beauty slp..-den i woke up late as usual..n i reach sch later than usual-maybe coz i walk veri slowly- den i gotta copy hw again..no time to snooze..den go for assembly..kaoz 2dae so long..so mani ppl go up n tok..tts not all..after tt still gort MATHS lesson..so bored tt i slp..den got eng *continue slpin*..den got CHI lesson leh..tt bitchy tcher..owaez suaning ppl..some more i haf to run down get ting xie bu for her..bloody..den she crap crap 4 e whole lesson..den ReCeSs !!! time to slp !! slp until so shuang..budden coz many ppl mistaken tt i sick..so dey keep tokin to me..ask me if i sick..den i didnt realli slp.. juz as i was abt to go into my fav dreamland..........ikhtiaruddin! tt idiot go n bang bang bang table..den play w my hairband..so in e end i din slp much lorhx..ss lesson boring again..tok abt wad protestants and catholics..wth..dun understand la..den e worst lesson of all...elim.....keep scolding n screamin n "counselling" us..wads her prob man..? tink she needs to c a psychiatrist..hahaha..den aft sch kena punish by her go wkrm do corrections..i was so happi when i finally finished my work..n outta e cage..go eat w val.yl.reg.ed. eat until beri full..den i go gym training..after tt i go homeeeee..budden juz as i was abt to doze off..HE called me den ask me go out..how can i reject..haha..so we go walk walk tok tok lor..now veri tired..tmr still gort sports day..stoopid laaaaaaa....nvm i go watch tv le..haha..
lub u dearez..!!!

2004-04-15T22:02:00.000+08:00

imagine me..sitting on a chair..typing some words..eatin some fruits..tokin some crap..chattin w ppl..listenin to music..enjoyin air-con..LAME !! stoopid y i do these tingz everydae..everydae e same routine..lolx.. aniwae..e weather ish so hot..im sweatin man..
hot hot hot hot hot hot hot hot hot hot hot hot hot H.O.T D.A.E

2004-04-10T21:22:00.000+08:00

2004-04-07T21:23:00.001+08:00

They say time is made of memories-sweet or bitter-
I'll never break your heart, tear your soul apart-
it will never ever be the same again-
I'm not the kind of girl to make you lose your mind..
but I wanna be the kind of girl you'll never leave behind-
I will always be watching for u. watching over u.
i'll be ur guardian angel-

my promise---
i will always be there 4 u
when e tears get near ur eyes.i will b e 1 tts by ur side
i will b there when u call me in the middle of the night
i will keep the rain from fallin down into ur life
take ur darkest night n make it bright 4 u
i will b there to make u strong n to lean on
when e world has turned so cold.i will b e 1 tts there to hold

没有了我牵手和拥抱。请你千万保重好不好。
®yªn - Jëªn

2004-04-07T21:23:00.000+08:00

I'm barely prolific and incredibly lazy--

2004-04-05T21:48:00.000+08:00

2daE |s e dAe | sAe " | w|LL hAtE fL|rtS 4EveR n eVer n EvErrrrrr......" n sO--dUn mEsS aRd w mE--
THe gReAteSt trAgeDy oF L|fe |s nOt tt mEn pEr|sh..bUt tt dEy cEaSe tO loVe...-credits to weisiong-
JeAnNnNnNnNnN--

2004-04-04T18:07:00.000+08:00

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